My first blog ^^

 

 

                             

Hello Readers! Here's a photo of me to start with blog >< This is my first offically post as I created few blogs previously but gave up after few days.... Suddenly I have the motivation to blog due to some reasons,can't be revealed here but you will know soon if you are my daily reader :)

 

I'm gonna start with my daily life yeah? Currently I'm not spending my time wisely but I did enjoy myself during holiday. There are many many things happened during this year but I'll just say about what happen recently! Yesterday I went out with Kengleong,Sipeng,Gigi,Jingwen,Siewteng,Hobin,YongKhen,YongKhen's younger brother and her girlf to celebrate this year's Christmas <3 Honest speaking,I did not really enjoy myself as I'm not in their clique and uneasy to go out with them.... But we went to Cineleisure to eat and play pool then Bugis. Took some photo :)                 

                                               

                                                      

                                              

                                              

                                              

                                              

                                                       Photo with them <3

Alright done,shall continue. There are so many couples in our clique and I was the only girl who doesnt have boyf so I feel DAMN lightbulb.... As usual,I was kinda emo... I hate being lightbulb the most... Sighhh... And then was supposed to watch movie with Jingwen and her friends so Gigi,Sipeng,Jingwen and me cabbed to Lot one :) Unexpectedly,tickets were sold out and there aren't enough seat for me.... Kinda disappointing right? Therefore,I went home alone......

During my way home,many many things went into my mind.... Gigi wasn't the old him I used to know.... He was my first guy best friend and he was a kind,generous,faithful,like to joke and good guy but now..... everything has changed :'( He changed so much.... People do change but I am really really disappointed. He used to be in my clique and the four of us(Karen,Sipeng,Gigi and me) always hang out together. But now? Karen and Gigi are attached and left me and Sipeng... This is the awesome awesome clique I ever had but now it's gone... Saddening yeah? Sigh,I should move on and forget about the past right? I had a short chat with few of them during the outing and they told me about their reasons for breaking up with their ex and guess what? The reason were because their Girlf was ugly and the friends around him started to make fun of him so he was kinda stress and they broke up..... I was like.... if you really love your Girlf,you won't care about other's opinion right? And the other reason was because someone more handsome than her Boyf so she went to choose the guy.....LOVE isn't all about look and other's opinion right? Or I was too naive? Relationship isn't as easy as I think.... Im scare of relationship now so yeah avoiding them for time being....

Alright shall end here...Sorry if my post is too long and boring but I do hope all of you read my blog daily yeah? Love ya <3