Everything was just a lie :'(

Heyy readers,I'm feeling DAMN down now..... Anyone out there going to cheer me up? I doubt so. So yeah,this is what happened.

Regarding Jaymond stuff,it wasn't what I thought. He wasn't hurt as deeply as I thought..... He alr long gave up on me after few days he liked me.... When I chose my EX over him,he was alright,not feeling hurt.... I thought... thought I hurt him deeply and was gulity all along but now the truth is revealed. Everything wasn't what I thought. It was just what I'm thinking..... He wasn't the Jaymond I imagined him to be..... Whyyy...... He was the only guy I thought he was the one for me but he isn't..... Im damnnnnn disappointed.

Oh well,I only have myself to blame. Thinking how good he is,in fact everything was just a lie I told myself..... He didn't want me to be hurt so he didn't dare to tell me that everything was just my one-side thinking.... How could that be?....... The 'Jaymond' I thought was the only one in this world,willing to accept my flaws and doesn't want to change anything about me.

Oh my...... I thought what? Thought I'm really so pretty until got guy willing to do all these for me?...... Too BHB already........ Fine,I'm gotta stop here. Not feeling well emotionally right now..... Bye readers.....