Hello readers ^^ Paiseh for not blogging yeterday uh as my stupid com having problem with uploading photo and transfering photo from phone to com :< But thank to Justin uh,that lent me his acc and idea so I can blog :) Thank Justinnnnnnnn ^^ I owe you a favour!!! Okay let me blog about yesterday outing ^^
I was late yesterday and Jingwen was damn angry. It was the first time she waited for someone so long and also first time seeing her so angry :( Then we went to arcade and we saw Guobin,Daniel and the cute Jiakai ^^ Wanna to say hello but I suddenly remember we aren't no longer friends due to some reason :( Sighhh..... Then we went to Clementi to eat Laoban ^.^
Hehe my all-time favourite de laoban ^^ I ate two bowls and other two were dropped on the floor and cannot be eaten anymore T.T........ Then we went to Jurong Point which I hate going to the most..... But I still went anw then we went to Safra to play pool with YongAn,Karen,YongKhen,Kengleong and Siewteng. As usual I sat at one side watching them playing :( I wanna learn how to play pool *Rawrrrrrrr* Then we went to JP as they are going to work. While on the way something bad happen :( My slippers were torn and I was damn angry so I threw them on the grass and walked around in JP like one pathetic home-less girl..... I swear that was so embarrassing!!!!! YongAn saw and he laughed at me :( So we went to Cotton On to buy a pair of slippers. As I was tight on money,Jingwen offered to buy it for me <3 So sweet of her right? ^^
My new slippers <3
And then we went to eat Burger King then Jingwen treated me to eat again. I feel so bad for spending Jingwen's money :( I swear I will treat her in return someday!!!
Then we went to Macdonald to meet Tianci to go to Arena to play pool ^^ We took bus there and Gigi and Jingwen are so sweet and me and Tianci like lightbulb .__. So we sat together and he kept commenting about my make up and I was like 'Walauuuuuuuuu' But then I enjoiy-ed the bus ride with him ^^ We bet on his age and I thought he was 18 but he was only 17 half!! So I gave him the money to buy coke :( And he was like 'Eh $1.20 only!!!' And I am so pekchek but I still think he's cute :) We reached Arena and I watched them playing pool and Tianci like so zai bodoh ^^ Here the photo :)
Hehe here the photo of me and Gigi :)
Look like couple bo? Cheyyy joke,he like Jingwen and we are merely friends :) Then we headed to Jp and Jingwen send Gigi home while Tianci and me went home ourselves ^^ I swear ytd was fun cause of Tianci!!! Looking forward to next outing ^~^ Reached home and was tired ttm so I ate prata and went to sleep afterward :)
That's all for yesterday outing ^^ Stay tuned,I'm going to blog about my secondary school life in next post :) Love ya readers <3
She's rather close to me recently. Will be going to eat Laoban with her later on~ She's pretty right? HEHE was otp-ing with her last night and we chatted about everything :) But not really close yet..... Will do a blog about our outing tonight :) Regarding my 'sister' PeiJun',we are okay alr but not close as before. I guess we need a hang-out soon :) This coming Friday,I'm going town with her ^^ And this year countdown I spending it with her or maybe also Jingwen joining us :) Kay~ Shall do another post soon regarding my secondary school ^^ Stay tuned :) Love ya readers <3
Hell readers,I'm feeling so bored right now I swear..... My lastest post was so sad right? But feeling sightly better cause someone cheer-ed me up with phone call ^.^ Guess who it was? Grandma!!!! <3.<3
She called to ask about mum and asked me to be a good girl to stay at home,don't anyhow run >< And also ask whether Mum got give me money as few days back,I complained to her about Mum not giving me money :( So glad that I have her as my grandma :) Missing the time she came and stay over :< Anw I upload-ed the photo of me with little cousin,Sipeng because I wanted to tell you all this, 'Family will always be there for you,loving you,care for you no matter what happen' <3 Shall visit her soon at her house. Oh ya! Two relative's weddings are coming ^^ YAY!!!!! I love fooddddddd <3! Heheh shall take that chance to take photo with my cousin,grandparents and parents!^^ Opps forget this,Grandma ILOVEYOU <3
Thanks Jonathan,Raynard and Kelvin for trying to cheer me up! Appreciate it a lot ^^ Stay updated to my blog. Will blog more~
Heyy readers,I'm feeling DAMN down now..... Anyone out there going to cheer me up? I doubt so. So yeah,this is what happened.
Regarding Jaymond stuff,it wasn't what I thought. He wasn't hurt as deeply as I thought..... He alr long gave up on me after few days he liked me.... When I chose my EX over him,he was alright,not feeling hurt.... I thought... thought I hurt him deeply and was gulity all along but now the truth is revealed. Everything wasn't what I thought. It was just what I'm thinking..... He wasn't the Jaymond I imagined him to be..... Whyyy...... He was the only guy I thought he was the one for me but he isn't..... Im damnnnnn disappointed.
Oh well,I only have myself to blame. Thinking how good he is,in fact everything was just a lie I told myself..... He didn't want me to be hurt so he didn't dare to tell me that everything was just my one-side thinking.... How could that be?....... The 'Jaymond' I thought was the only one in this world,willing to accept my flaws and doesn't want to change anything about me.
Oh my...... I thought what? Thought I'm really so pretty until got guy willing to do all these for me?...... Too BHB already........ Fine,I'm gotta stop here. Not feeling well emotionally right now..... Bye readers.....
See how much I changed how much this year? Hehe I think I became prettier as time passed. I started to make-up in order to bulid self-confidence but it does'nt help but it helped me to become prettier :) Some people told me I changed a lot as in appearance but personailty,a bit only :( Hehe,enough talking about how much I changed.....
I'm a girl who have a DAMN MATURE face,mature thinking which is 4/5 older than my real age :) I tend to be affected easily by others and always emo. If you read my blog often,you will know I always write about sad stuff..... I always believe in LOVE all along but now it seemed to be a 'DANGEROUS KNIFE' which will stab my heart again and again.... I treasure friendship a lot but I get hurt easily.... I remember I always thought being LOYAL in friendship is damn important but no..... Sometimes,it may harm you..... So yeah currently I have two sisters (Kelly and Peijun) and some true friends like Kelvin,Raynard,Yuanfeng,Jingwen,Cheryl,Eunice and other fews and that's enough :)
Dk whether I should continue blogging as lesser and lesser people blog nowadays.... Nevermind I should just continue blogging :P Currently otp-ing with Jingwen <3 Kay night guys~
See this pretty girl beside me? Yeah she is my sister,the one who is closest to me all this while.... Although we only knew each other few months back but our relationship isn't as bad as you think.... But recently she has changed so much... She's no longer the sister I used to have... The one always call me lovely,the one always say 'Goodnight' every night to me,the one I spend most time with her,even more than my parents...... She's just like a sister from different parent that god gave me.....
It's just few days for not meeting ever since we left Yuanfeng's house on Christmas Eve,we faded so much from each other..... Sighhh maybe it was me thinking too much? But we started to talk like normal friends. But I won't give up this sister-ship cause we went through so much together... I believe this is just a test for us.... I miss the way we kp each other and giving each other attitude,the days we took hundred photo daily,the days we walked home together from Lot one and chatted heart to heart on the way home,the days we stayed up to chat on Whatapps,the days we gossip about others,the days we go Scape together to shop and etc.......
Message to my beloved babe,
I sincerely hope the old 'you' will come back...... I miss you. Let's meet up soon alright? And I know you are always cold to everyone but I sincerely hope you try no to do so as the feeling isn't good. Sorry for tolerating my attitude and everything I did and thank for what you gave me. I love you Sister <3
Heyy guys,I would like to share one story of mine with you all. There's a guy who I regretted a lot for not cherishing him when he's around..... He was a very good guy.... He played piano for me when I'm down... He hugged me tightly when I'm cold..... He was worried when I'm at outside tonning with friends..... He taught me how to solve Math questions when my PSLE is coming.... He put jacket over me when I fell asleep on table when I'm studying.... He was there for me when I quarrelled with my ex and cried..... He was the one telling me that my ex isn't worthy of me..... He was the one feeling pain and useless when he see his beloved girl(me) was crying..... He was the one kept quiet,not saying anything when I hurt him..... He was the one pen-knife his wrist for me when I chose my ex over him.... He was the one doing so much more than a boyfriend should do when he isn't even my ex..... He was the one suferring when he see me crying badly not for him but for other guy......
After a long period,he finally gave up.... And I held him back again and he thought I was giving him one chance to be my boyf but I didn't...... I still patched back with my ex in the end....Imagine what he went through for a lousy girl like me and how much he suffered and did so much things for me..... He was a sweet guy right?... Yet I ... still chose my ex over him..... I really really regret for not cherishing him.... Now he's already attached and he will not come back again... Never will.... Well,I derserve this all.... People say 'A person don't derserve to be treated as a opinion' but I treated him as a opinion... I only thought of my feeling but not his.... I thought I was already hurt enough when my ex left me but how about him?...... He must be feeling worse than me....
I always emo when I listen to 'Payphone' cause he was the one played this song for me..... This song reminds me of him..... Whenever I miss him,I would listen this song.....
Jaymond,if you see this,I'm sorry for what I did..... I really really appreciate everything you did for me but it's already too late.... And I love you </3
Hello Readers! Here's a photo of me to start with blog >< This is my first offically post as I created few blogs previously but gave up after few days.... Suddenly I have the motivation to blog due to some reasons,can't be revealed here but you will know soon if you are my daily reader :)
I'm gonna start with my daily life yeah? Currently I'm not spending my time wisely but I did enjoy myself during holiday. There are many many things happened during this year but I'll just say about what happen recently! Yesterday I went out with Kengleong,Sipeng,Gigi,Jingwen,Siewteng,Hobin,YongKhen,YongKhen's younger brother and her girlf to celebrate this year's Christmas <3 Honest speaking,I did not really enjoy myself as I'm not in their clique and uneasy to go out with them.... But we went to Cineleisure to eat and play pool then Bugis. Took some photo :)
Photo with them <3
Alright done,shall continue. There are so many couples in our clique and I was the only girl who doesnt have boyf so I feel DAMN lightbulb.... As usual,I was kinda emo... I hate being lightbulb the most... Sighhh... And then was supposed to watch movie with Jingwen and her friends so Gigi,Sipeng,Jingwen and me cabbed to Lot one :) Unexpectedly,tickets were sold out and there aren't enough seat for me.... Kinda disappointing right? Therefore,I went home alone......
During my way home,many many things went into my mind.... Gigi wasn't the old him I used to know.... He was my first guy best friend and he was a kind,generous,faithful,like to joke and good guy but now..... everything has changed :'( He changed so much.... People do change but I am really really disappointed. He used to be in my clique and the four of us(Karen,Sipeng,Gigi and me) always hang out together. But now? Karen and Gigi are attached and left me and Sipeng... This is the awesome awesome clique I ever had but now it's gone... Saddening yeah? Sigh,I should move on and forget about the past right? I had a short chat with few of them during the outing and they told me about their reasons for breaking up with their ex and guess what? The reason were because their Girlf was ugly and the friends around him started to make fun of him so he was kinda stress and they broke up..... I was like.... if you really love your Girlf,you won't care about other's opinion right? And the other reason was because someone more handsome than her Boyf so she went to choose the guy.....LOVE isn't all about look and other's opinion right? Or I was too naive? Relationship isn't as easy as I think.... Im scare of relationship now so yeah avoiding them for time being....
Alright shall end here...Sorry if my post is too long and boring but I do hope all of you read my blog daily yeah? Love ya <3
