Stressed....

Hi readers.... Sorry for updating for so long.... As many things happened and I'm depressed.
I have been skipping school for few weeks and the reason was because my classmates dislike me..... Told mum I wanted to change school but she wouldn't allow me to. It was really painful to see my classmates hating me. I can't imagine how they look at me when I go school. I can't take it all,I'm just a 13 years old girl.... Simple girl.... Not superwoman...
What should I do?..... It's getting more and more depressing.... Or should I just go to school and ignore them. But it seemed so hurtful to me.... It's like whole world wanted me to die.....
I even ate whole packet of pills to die but luckily I didn't.... I merely slept for long hours..... Why did I do such silly thing? What happened the old "LiQi"?..... My god.... Can't take it anymore.... Bye readers.